Alright.. SaturdayNight-kegger. SundayNight- usually nothing, cause we have a whole week of school right? nah wrong. Travis was like you wanna go out? i was like nope i cant i have school tommrow and i dont have aderol or anything to get me threw tommrow but hes nah i'll be at your house in a min. so we drove around and ended up at Ashleys, woke her up, but we bought her beer. We hung out there and i got smasheddd..i puked and travis took me home at like 5? I came home and slept for an hour or so, i slept threw my alarm so my mom woke up and i quickly got ready, I go to change and i take off my shirt and um i have multiple swastikas and graphitti on my stomach(thanks guys, i love you 2) Jess picked me up and i slept on Kris all the way to school and wow still smashed in school. Beth jumped on my back and i layed in the hall for a while just laughing, after the alcohol wore off i just had a huge fucking hangover. After school i called my dad and he took me to McDonalds :) I came home and slept. Tuesday- hm.. school is gay. But cheerleading got cancelled cause of the gay snow. Me and jess walk out to the south and jess cleans her car off with a plastic bag? yeah thats hot. So we were driving and theres large fucking tree laying across the road, so we got out and moved that shittt BUT then when i get home theres a tree on my house? wtf? karma? i think not. We had a fire alarm in the freeezing rain today, so we walk outside and then they call us back in to the large gym so i met brenden and ashley and walked with them and sat on this mat with them.. and brended taught me a story and how to spell 'Loose' in my calculator x3. And then kris came over and pushed ashley off and sat next to me and like he still didnt say anything about everything..but i dont think he knows that i know? haha whatever. I told you, you didnt know me. I know myself and i know what so many people have told me. But now you get why i said no? saving you. Jess, amy and me talked in English today and since that whole quote ''If you cant beat them ..join them'' ..I've been hurt to many times and been let down so fuck it..i'll be the one to hurt. haha im gonna be a guy? chea. :)