I don't think this is gonna work, but I'm gonna try. Dennis Gray died yesterday. He drowned. I'm soo sad. I can't believe that it happened. I don't understand it. Why would God being so great let someone so young that never did anything to anyone die like that? I didn't know Dennis that well, but I knew him a bit. He was soo nice to everyone. It's just stupid. I know I probaly shouldn't question God, but things like this make me think. I've been thinkin' maybe God isn't as good as we've been lead to believe. I mean Ashley Daniels is now paralyzed she is like 18. Dennis is dead and he is like 18. Just seems like they were too young for something like that to happen. They never did anything mean to anyone or anything like that. I just think it's kinda fucked up. I still fully believe that there is a God. I just no longer believe that it's worth the time some people devote to it. When it could easily end some stupid way like that. I don't know I may be wrong and I may offend someone, but that's just how I feel about it.