Let's see. What have I been up to lately? Not way to much...of course. Pretty much all I've been doing is watching the game with Greg. He's gone now and there isn't a game tonight. I'm happy I get to watch the game with Greg. I miss him. Since he got married and had a child like 5 million years ago I haven't really gotten to hang out with him like a sister should with her brother. Being here this week made me somewhat envious of Erin. She has the opportunity to sit with him and watch the game and such but she would rather bitch at him about the dumbest shit. Leigh tells her that Greg should do this and he shouldn't do that and it pisses me the fuck off. I especially hate the way that Erin eats up every bit of it. What more could anyone expect from an 8 year old? She only knows what she's told...On the contrary...Being 8 years old she should be able to make up her own mind and not have to be told eveything. She should be able to look at Greg and see a father and nothing less. Does she? No! It's almost like she isn't allowed to. She can only see what Leigh wants her to. She only knows that Greg drinks "too much", or smokes "too much", or never does the things he should. Worse part about it is that HE WORKS ALL FUCKIN' DAY! Believe it or not, people get tired after being at work. What does Leigh do?...I'll tell you one thing...She doesn't do anything like the work Greg does. No one cares though. All she can do all day when he gets home from work and even when he isn't home is bitch about what he doesn't do rather than praise him for what he does do, which is what she should be doing a hell of a lot more of. Poor Greg all he can do is sit and take all of it. He tries not to get things started, most of the time it's not possible. All of them are going to keep on with all that shit and I'm gonna end up saying something to them. I'm getting so fuckin' tired of it. Even Chris (our brother) says shit about him. We should be sticking together. If it weren't for Greg he wouldn't be doing as well as he is now most likely. Yeah I know Greg shouldn't drink or smoke, but saying shit to him just makes him do it more. I've learned this in time. Okay. I'm done venting now. :) I hope things get better. Peace out.