What does lackadaisical mean? So yeah... I don't have anything to say really, but I figured, what the hell. Why not just write some nonsense stuff. I'm soo tired, my head hurts quite bad, and I don't have anything to do tonight. No work, no friends, no anything. The only part of that, that is actually certain is the no work part. I have friends, but no one does anything anymore. Besides with their significant other. Oh well. I don't care. I'll go home and watch me some t.v. Now there's something I haven't done in quite a while...If you don't count Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. So then actually, I don't do anything besides watch t.v. With the occasional work break. Ha. Work break. That is truly what it is. I do nothing there but sit in a box and hand people tickets as I take their money. It's quite easy...and boring. Tomorrow I have to get up really early for a meeting at work. Blah. I hate getting up early on the weekends. :( Oh well though, it comes with the job, I don't have to do anything besides sit there and listen to Jamahl talk for half a hour. No big dick...Ha. I mean deal. Silly me. Last night I called Michael and someone actually answered...His mom. She never answers the phone. Hmmm... Anyhow. We 'talked' for a hour and a half. More like I was talking and he would respond ever now and then. When he did talk he was saying something mean to me. He said I was a loser and not in the joking way, plus there was more but I'm not going to put it on here. He's a dick. I don't know why I continue to call him. It's somewhat pointless, and as much as I know that is true, it doesn't stop me. Oh well. It gives me something to do. It's really boring to just sit there with nothing to do. Plus... I like him lots minus the time when he's mean to me. He's mostly nice...mostly. (How many people will get that? Hmmm...) He said he's mean when he's in a bad mood, but rather than get off the phone with me he just says mean things. Oh well. Most things I don't care about really. I don't like to let things bother me. It's silly. God dammit, we have thirty-three more minutes left in here. Gees I'm bored. I think I'm going to die. Yeah I know I say that often but I think today will really be the day. Peace kids. xoxo