This fucking thing pisses me off. Everytime I actually do a long post it fucking freezes. Demo Derbies are much funner when the girls are driving the car. Watching girls slam into one another at what seems to be 50 miles an hour when the guys seem to be going 20. You can only imagine what their cars looked like afterwards. Making fun of "damned dirty carnies" is fun. Watching someone ride a bike that the directions are reversed slam face first into a trailer is fucking funny. Almost to the point of pissing yourself funny. Studies are going great, I am flying through my new book. Unlike Mein Kampf my head doesn't hurt after reading it, I think it has something to do with the fact its better organized. Ill soon be putting a web site up on this, for years my friends have been on me about video taping some of the stuff we do. Most of it would be our discussions about random stuff but finally one of them has talked me into it and the "beta" versions are comming together quite nicely. The only thing that sucks is that one of the people that always said about doing it isn't involved in the project. He and I had a falling out a while back so I doubt he would either want or be able to be involved in this process but watch out for it. Lastly I dont know why but one day I got the feeling to check up on someone and when I did I was surprised to find out that they have decided to talk shit about me on this. So here is my resonse to that, you are the LAST person to be giving out relationship advice. My relationship has been going on for FOUR years so obviously something is going right. Lets bring up your relationship past, no I wont do that but I do know what your thinking "this one is different" right? I dont know why it is you feel the need to talk about me. You were living your life and I was living mine. You say I doubt your convictions, actually no I applaud them. There is only one area that I dont like. Im sorry that I think that when you turn 21 in november that dating a 15 year old girl is ok. Its a moral thing I guess, other then that in my book you are a ok. I actually do wish the best for you. I hope you get into the music buis. When we would talk about it I saw a fire in your eyes and your really love it so go for it. Now I know your trying to become your own man and I respect that as well but do it with out calling my name out there. You've seen me lose my cool over nothing once before. How do you think I would react when I actually have a reason to be angry? Do yourself and I a favor just live your life and let me to mine. Consider this your warning shot, the next time you might get the reaction your looking for.