A rather hard but welcomed choice

Listening to: ECW themes, FUCK WWE
Feeling: scattered
Well I said I would talk about some interesting things on this. I could have posted this last week but I figured I would wait a bit before doing it. I planned to write something and then post it on here, maybe as a message to a couple people even if they can't read it or wont. This post is prolly a little more funny to read and if anyone is actually reading this I would like your feed back on what you think I should do so here we go. People that know me, know that im like night and day. One moment I could be calm and the next im throwing things across the room (litteraly). When I am in a good mood I am a blast to be around because I try to make sure that eveyone EVERYONE has a good time even if it means making a scene. Well back in last october, at the request of a "friend" after hearing about the parties I threw back when I was in high school. He finally talked me into throwing one of my "parties" now I put parties in quation marks because its more like an event IF everything goes the way I want it to. A while back some friends and I were sitting back after one of my parites and we realized that in each one that I threw there was three things that ALWAYS happened. So it became a law that at a "ddotdubbs" (not giving you my name) party these three things HAD to happen. Those were some girl had to get naked, there was always a fight, and someone was gonna puke. Now my favorite was always the nude part so I would continuly push it to try and see exactly how far I could get a girl or two to go. Well to get back to my choice, after I had this party a couple people at work heard about this due to an dick wad who works with me. They came up and asked me about this and being me I didn't lie. I told them exactly what happened. Shocked and amazed they walked away but one guy stood there smiling. Being that we were good friends I asked him what the fuck his problem was. He told me that this sounded like a beta "Eyes wide shut" party. I laughed it off and we went back to work. Well a couple weeks ago he came up to me and said about his friends are throwing a party and its a "Eyes wide shut party" and my girlfriend and myself and two other people were invited if I wanted to bring someone else and come myself. For those of you who don't know what a "Eyes wide shut" party is, well if you haven't seen the movie its a party where you either put on a mask. Just a plain one or use a different name and you go there to act out anyone of your fantasies. So if I went and I wanted to be with two girls I would go there and say what I was interested in doing and if there were two girls that were there that wanted to do that with me, away we go. Now this isn't just sex stuff if you wanted to piss on someone you could. Do a certin drug bam there it is. Hell watch two guys/girls go at it its right in front of ya. Now part of me was jumping up and down on the inside because ive been trying to push to have one of these parties or atleast go to one but its not that easy to plan or get into. The people have to be trusting and be able to keep their mouths shut (hence why im not using names). The other side of me is saying I shouldn't go because of the fact I have a girlfriend and I know she wont be into this as much as I am. I am sure she would get.....something out of it but not like me. I also thought of just going alone but that just reeks of trouble. Specially seeing there will be booze there and anyone that knows me when I get certin types of booze in me I do things that aren't exactly smart (fighting cops, peeing on someones pants, picking up a girl who has their boyfriend right next to them). So drinking prolly isn't a good idea. I just thought I would see what you all thought I should do. I mean this is every guys dream, the ability to go fuck any girl you want exchange fake names and never see each other again. I know this is a once in a lifetime opportunity but damn its something I shouldn't do..... What do all you think???
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i think you should go! man...free sex? who wonldnt go unless you had a few screws loose. and hell my site is one thats making FUN of emo kids..gimmi a break...and its where i can let out my crazy, psycho, sick, side...kinda like an eyes wide shut diary...no one knows who i am..so meh
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