Well not much has changed in these years I haven't been on here. People still have shit to bitch about non stop. People are still miserable fucks and try to make others miserable. All I can do is keep on going and make a living. Keep working keep hoping things will get better, easier. Life goes on.

Okay, I don't mind closing once in awhile but not 3 days in a row every week. I would rather work 11-7pm. I only work that like once a week. Another girl got promoted but she's opening. I can't wait til she can share the closing shifts. Gawd. I'm so glad I'm getting a raise. It's weird when i work 11-7pm too cause I'm like I don't have to do cash today. Closing isn't that bad unless Rosa gives me slow crew to work with. It's not thier fault why should they care about times Rosa's not going to be on thier back. She's always on mine. Like yesterday she asked me if I was stressed and I was thinking the only thing that makes me stressed is you! I'm not saying my times are always bad but sometimes I have bad days. Like when I'm short people or when i have to take orders for drive-thru and expedite those orders and take front cash and expedite those orders. Cuz I usually have 2 closers that are back enders. So many things can go wrong ppl and I do what I can and if a customer doesn't like it then he can go fuck himself cuz when they yell at me I yell right back.

so I worked 7 days in a row so now I have 3 days off which is great. But then I have to close fri-mon. 4 days in a row! I was like what the fuck. I still didnt get the school thing resolved but I should be able to graduate. Nothing much to say right now doing some homework.

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K, yesterday I closed and it was alright not that busy on a Monday right? Well I had 2 closers and not one of them knew drive-thru so I had to do it when the drive-thru person was off at 7pm. So I had to put the till at the second window cuz there was no way I could run back and forth to expidite and such. One time I accidentally handed out the order without getting the money. Cuz the car had 2 orders and I got the money for the first and got that order out but it was a void so I guess I was thinking about that when the next order was ready I just handed it out and they drove away really fast and I didn't realize at first and then I realized I didn't press cash on the till for the second order. I was like fuuuuuck! The order was only 4.50 so I had to void taht one too. I was freaking out. The printer wasn't working so when Chelsea got there she had to go into the computer to find it. I was there doing cash till 2:30am. It was nuts. So I was working for free for 3 hours. But I gotta learn how to do it. It just really sucked cuz I was all tired and drinking coffee and smoking like a mad woman.

All I work is shift work and it sucks but I get 4o hours a week so I cant complain. 2 of my managers are leaving to go to different stores so a bunch of us went to moxies and had some drinks. It's going to be so sad. I don't want Rodney to leave. Who's going to help me with cash!?! It's going to be so different.

So I went to that stupid meeting which turned out to be at the McPhillips BK cuz they have a basement and a sort or conference room I guess you could call it. There were 5 ppl from my store (regent) there. 4 of us met at our restaurant and went together. Well Heather and I went with Chelsea cuz smoking was allowed and Todd took his car. It was long and boring. We had 3 breaks and an hour lunch. All 5 of us went to the tavern and ate. The exam was multiple choice and was pretty easy. We have to get 70% to pass. I hope I did. I didnt wanna get up so early on a sunday. I looked at the schedules and realized I don't have a day off til next Sunday!! I'm expecting a pretty big paycheck on Friday tho.

I worked my first manager shift by myself yesterday and it was so crazy. Appararently Sunday's are slow but we got killed. I was there by myself from 8-10am then another manager came this fucking idiot who is also new but he had more training then me. He was just making stupid decisions. I was so glad when cherly got there at 2pm to save us. It had slowed down by then. It was so weird working yesterday and getting today off. But I'm glad because I was so exhausted yesterday all I did was take a bath, read for a bit and sleeeeep. Things at home are getting pretty stressful as well. It seems like everyday Pat and my mom are fighting about something or other. Now she wants rent from both him and me on wed of this week. He kept on saying that if was going down he was bringing me with him. Whatever. Whenever they fight he goes to my dad's for a night then comes back. I wanted to go to my dad's yesterday but I fell asleep. I need to get away from the city every so often to clear my head. Pat said he feels like that too. I didn't think it was going to be so crazy and I honestly don't know how long I'm going to be able to put up with this job.

Saturday Laura came over at noonish. I was up earlier took a shower but went back to bed and she jumped on me. We went to the mall and did some shopping then went for hair cuts. My ends were so bad. I spent the night there and we watched movies...dodgeball, memoires of a geisha, and crash. I slept in Adrian's room. Thier roomates room who's never there. Sunday we went to pizza 21st century and it took us like half an hour to get the car of their street cuz it snowed so much. We finally got there tho and there's this really cute guy that works there and we were flirting and he's so cute! So we're drinking but I wasn't that drunk and midnight comes around and everyone has their wine glasses up and we all yell happy new year, but he doesnt kiss me and I figured it was because there was so many ppl in the room so I go to the kitchen and he's there and we kissed! It was great. We were going to go to a party at one of his friends but the guy passed out and wouldnt answer the phone so we went to Laura's. It was 3 am. We watched the notebook and cuddled. Then Chris drove us home. He's so nice and I never met a guy like him b4. He called me every night since then and we're hanging out today. woot!

So everyone at my work knows that I'm going to be promoted in January. And of course some don't like it but I don't really care. Well I tell myself I don't care but I do and I only do because they are most likely going to try and make it hard on me. Other ppl like that I'm going to be manager...ppl like my friends! LOL When it comes the time to get promoted I'll be sure to be ready for them and I already said to one manager that always wants to defend this one person I don't like that they are going to have to realize that I'm going to be thier boss whether they like it or not. Everything is so Christmasy and I like it. I think it's exciting to go shopping for Christmas gifts. Looking at things. I'm pysched! It feels so good to have done nothing all day. I called in sick cuz I had really bad craps this morning thanks to my period. Damn you! I feel so suffocated. It seems like the work week goes by so slow and the weekend goes by so fast. It's not fair. Laura call moi!

first off I have to say that I love that song by the beatles. So everything is going okay I suppose. They want to promote me to shift co (manager) but I'm so terrified of drive thru. Well it wasn't that bad until it wasnt working or something and I was totally mortified and refused to go in drive thru again. But I think I'll be able to do it if I have one car. LOL. So I went to school yesterday. I haven't missed a class yet. :) well anyway there was 3 ppl there including me. I just want to get hs over and done with. My dog died last weekend and my dad didnt tell me till friday and I was so sad. And he was like you didn't know? I was like NOOOOOO. Apparently someone shot him in the intestines. So it's Hallowe'en gotta hand out candy. BLEH

I'm really getting fed up with working 11-7 these days. I only discovered this like a week ago. It's all fine until 4 cuz that's when the head manager leaves. Then people do whatever they want. So I complained to Ryan a lot. He's a manager but is more like a crew. He was all like well they hate this job and they used to be good and shit. Well if they hate it dont work. Like there's htese girls that always stand in the drive thru corner and dont do anything. And Cheryl (manager) doesn't take authority. Like if she tells someone to do something and they don't then she'll do it. So I was out having a smoke today and Heather(morning manager) came out to have one and I said that I hate working 11-7 and told what went down when Rosa (head manager) is there and she agreed with me and told some girl to get Rosa so we could all talk. She asked Rosa if I could work some earlier shifts which would be better for me anyway. I already work mornings on Monday's and Wednesday's cuz I have to go to school. She said I might be able to work 9-5 on the other days which is fine cuz that's when I end up leaving when I'm suppose to work 11-7. Cheryl always lets me leave early and I feel sorry for her cuz she always freaks out about things not being made or waiting on things cuz people don't stay on their boards. *sigh* Poor Cheryl. Rodney is no better. Like I like him and all and he's a great manager, but he doesn't push certain ppl to do anything either. Like one time I was making the food, k, then it got busier and no one noticed or I dont no what but they were still standing around. So I was finally like yea, it would be nice if I could get some help. It's only the part timers. And if I can get away from that it would be great. cuz the morning and daytime crew/managers are awesome. Gus is fine. His eye is totally better. We got another dog but he's been gone for a couple of days now. We still have Bobby and Jed. And now 3 kittens. They are so cute. My dad found them in my uncles field and brought them to the house cuz they'll die in the winter. Spongie moved back so I think my dad is a bit depressed. His gf seems like a psycho. She got mad at him cuz a woman called him and like went after him with a knife. I was like holy shit. School's really easy. It's just a lot to remember. Everyone is pretty much my age. Whew! I guess I didn't have to worry. That was really messed up to cuz when I signed up they told me to go to RE so my brother dropped me off. It took me forever to find the room. Never new that school was so complicated. i might have been walking in cirlces but who knows. anyways I was the first one there cuz apparently they started at 7 adn not 6h30. So im there and a couple more come and some ppl were there for 30S and me and another girl were there fgor 40S. So were sitting there. The teacher comes at like half a second to 7. The calss is full by then. She seemed really excited she was like sqweeqing. It was almost scary. She starts handing out some papers on the 30S course. So the other girl that was suppose to be in 40S with me asked her and she said it was 30S and our class was at the mcleod centre. So the girl (Sara) ended up giving me a ride over there. And that's when I found out Dean was in my class. It was funny cuz I knew I knew him but I didn't know where I knew him from. Then he said Miles and I was like oh yea eh. My teacher's really cool too. Gotta test tomorrow so I guess I better study. lol

yup I'm at my dad's. spongie finally got him to get the internet. So Spongie and I were about to leave the house when Spongie was like what happened to Gus! Apparently someone tried to shoot my dog. His eye is pusing. I wanted to cry. My dad's going to take him to the vet tomorrow. Well he better or else he'll never hear the end of it from me. Yesterday our cat Jed brought in a mouse and a frog. It was sick. We rented a couple movies which I got for free cuz I had these free movie coupons free and I was like sweet cuz I gave my dad $100. at like 12h30am Spongie wanted to go get smokes in Steinbach and she wanted to tell me something about her friend. So we went to sev and I ran into some people I knew at Ste. Anne's so we all kinda hung for awhile, went to subway. Then we took off. I was so tired by then anyway. I could barely keep my eyes open which is pretty dangerous when you're driving! Damn this keyboard is all frenchness! So I figure I have to quit smoking. I was thinking that if I give my dad $200 a paycheck for my car and the money I have to give my mom for my teeth. Let me explain. I went to the dentist the other day and apparently they don't cover me. My mom called blue cross and they will only cover me if I'm in college or university full time or if I live at home and don't work. Adult ed doesn't count. Sine it cost a lil over $100 bucks to do the cleaning and check up and I have 4 cavaties and who knows how much that will cost, I have to pay for it. At first I was going to pay for it all but my mom said she'd pay some. So as soon as I get back to winnipeg I plan on getting the patch. I already apoke with my doctor and she said you don't need a prescription anymore. With all that and saving up for Christmas...Yes I'm already thinking about Christmas. Things are expensive and you don't know know how expensive until you start paying for things yourself. I hate to say this but mom was right. I might have to start looking for a job that pays more. Fuck I just want to go over to the neighbours and be like did you fucking shoot at my dog! Fuck I pissed and sad all at the same time. Quiting smoking is going to be so hard! Yours, Nat

so I worked 8-3 today but they let me leave early cuz i had to catch my bus and it either came 10 mins before I was off or half an hour after. a couple days ago I went for a hair cut. she asked me if I wanted layers but i said I was growing it out so she just trimed it. sundaay night I went to the dixie chicks. on the floor 14th row baby! it was awesum I cant even describe it. natalie is such a great singer. when they went off stage everyone was screaming so loud that they came back and did an encore. It was really a great experience. I dont have to work tomorrow cuz this girl wanted to take my shift. you dont get that a lot so I was like sure. I have to go to the dentist anyway. I will be happy to sleep. It's weird cuz it seems liek no matter how much sleep I get I'm exhausted still. and it was kinda funny cuz 2 nights ago I couldnt sleep cuz I was having nightmares about dinosaurs. how strange is that? it seems like a lot of ppl wanna quit BK cuz this one manager is leaving cuz he's going to own his on restaurant now. and a lot of ppl are going back to school so I'm going to be one of the morning ppl starting in september 7-3 cuz my course starts at 6 or 6h30. my mom actually said I could use her car when I have to go which is cool. I'm glad I only have to go twice a week on monday and wednesday. well I'm gonna go now but I might be back. I just feel like laying down and reading or something.

so i startind feeling better immediately after starting to take the pills but it's stupid cuz I have to take them till they're gone which is like in a day or so. I went horse back riding on the weekend and the horse bit me. i was sqweezing me legs to make him run faster and he bit my knee. he was jsut a pony. i rode ginger too. She's a beautiful chestnut mare. We didn't know how'd she be tho cuz no one rode her before and pepper (the pony) kept runnin after her and she would get all restless whish scared me, and she's kinda clumsy on her feet like she would trip a lot. Other then that it was okay. So I starting working again this week and that's pretty much it. It's tirering and it's probly going to get worse once I start school. At least I wont be sitting around doing nothing.

well I went to work once this week cuz I became really sick all of a sudden and then I found out I had tonsillitis! So I got a percription and now things are better, but man when I had it I was bawling. I was throwing up the monday night. Only the cough suryp I took cuz my tonsils were so swollen that I coulnt eat anything. I could only sleep for a couple hours at a time and had headaches that were unbearable. My mom made an appoinment for me at our doctor for today but I couldnt stand it any longer so we went to the walk in yesterday and got pills for it and it seems to be clearing up but I'm still going today cuz I need a note from my doctor for work cuz they're kinda being bitches. I mean I'm not going to work cuz 1)It's contagious and 2) the pills make me drowsy. I dont work friday so i'll probly go see my dad. I really dont know what's going on with him. He says he has no money and yet he pays for his gf's smokes and whatever else see needs. My cousins bf got sick and it turns out he had west nile! and my sunt said that if my other cousin (her son) doesnt come back form japan by march that my uncle is going there to bring him back. like if he's happy there let him stay there. why make him unhappy and come back for your own selfish needs? I know he's there son and all but he's 24 now. gawd I wonder where I'll be when I'm 24 I hope not in winnipeg.

You know the feeling when you think you made the right choice but realize later that it was the totally wrong one? Well I've come to realize this and it's totally raising the stress level of my life. Toronto was awesome we went to the CN tower and china town and caso loma and Niagra falls. I would say marine land in Niagra falls was the best. The sky screamer was so scary. Wayy scarier then the upside down roller coaster!

hey there havent wrote anything in awhile so lemme recap for ya. well I work at burger king full time yay! :P on my birthday I went to laura's and she had some ppl over and we had a lil party and I was totally drunk and puked and passed out but it was fun. we went to the forks on canada day and then to the beach the next day. whenver I hang out with her I have fun. I tried to apply for a credit card and got denied so that sucks. I ahvent lievd at my residence long enough or something. last weekend was pretty fun too we went on the boat cruise thing for power 97. I saw a bunch of girls from miles. it was kinda creepy. some stupid guy stole my drink and hit laura in the stomach. he thought it was funny till 4 guys she knew got in his face. asshole! he was practically shitting his pants! in a couple of days Imma going to toronto. I'm excited. i'm just not going to have as much money as I thought cuz I cant save! I'll get cletus a tshirt from niagra falls. okie. byebyez

Hey there pplz. 420 was pretty fun. I worked til 3pm then I went out to play pool and smoked a bowl then went to Rhiannon's and had a few beers. Well the nest day I was late for work. Only an hour. Then I went out to the country. I think the cavalier is falling apart. It might be the battery cuz the gages kept on going crazy then my dad fixed that and now it doesn't idle it just stalls so that's gay. Working at burger king is gay so today I'm looking for a new job.