yup I'm at my dad's. spongie finally got him to get the internet. So Spongie and I were about to leave the house when Spongie was like what happened to Gus! Apparently someone tried to shoot my dog. His eye is pusing. I wanted to cry. My dad's going to take him to the vet tomorrow. Well he better or else he'll never hear the end of it from me. Yesterday our cat Jed brought in a mouse and a frog. It was sick. We rented a couple movies which I got for free cuz I had these free movie coupons free and I was like sweet cuz I gave my dad $100. at like 12h30am Spongie wanted to go get smokes in Steinbach and she wanted to tell me something about her friend. So we went to sev and I ran into some people I knew at Ste. Anne's so we all kinda hung for awhile, went to subway. Then we took off. I was so tired by then anyway. I could barely keep my eyes open which is pretty dangerous when you're driving! Damn this keyboard is all frenchness! So I figure I have to quit smoking. I was thinking that if I give my dad $200 a paycheck for my car and the money I have to give my mom for my teeth. Let me explain. I went to the dentist the other day and apparently they don't cover me. My mom called blue cross and they will only cover me if I'm in college or university full time or if I live at home and don't work. Adult ed doesn't count. Sine it cost a lil over $100 bucks to do the cleaning and check up and I have 4 cavaties and who knows how much that will cost, I have to pay for it. At first I was going to pay for it all but my mom said she'd pay some. So as soon as I get back to winnipeg I plan on getting the patch. I already apoke with my doctor and she said you don't need a prescription anymore. With all that and saving up for Christmas...Yes I'm already thinking about Christmas. Things are expensive and you don't know know how expensive until you start paying for things yourself. I hate to say this but mom was right. I might have to start looking for a job that pays more. Fuck I just want to go over to the neighbours and be like did you fucking shoot at my dog! Fuck I pissed and sad all at the same time. Quiting smoking is going to be so hard! Yours, Nat