Hello ppl. Well the neon's parked for how long I dont know. I like the cavalier a lot better anyway, but my dad wont let me drive alone anymore like to go anywhere he has to be with me. I feel back to normal tho. The roads are pretty bad out here so that sucks. I'm suppose to go with my mom christmas shopping like picking out what clothes I want and crap but I have a friend coming over this weekend so I cant exactly leave. I dont know what we're going to do. Well we want to dye our hair and we'll probly rent a DVD and watch it on the 50" woo! Really it's not that great. I think I might go a darker brown or a red???? eep I dont know. I feel kinda better cuz this guy Chris that works at safeway said that it took them like a month to call him back so I'm like sweet I might still get a job! Fuck! It was so crazy yesterday. I was getting a ride home with Chris and 2 other guys cuz where I live is on the way anyway so yea...anyways he was trying to pass this german guy that also goes to our school and the german wouldnt let him pass and ran Chris right off the road! I was freaked out. We went into the ditch but didnt hit anything. It was pretty deep down there and to top it off the german turns around and gives us the finger while laughing. Then as I'm trying to get out of the ditch I fall in the snow. Cuz Scott stopped cuz he has a truck but I didnt think he would be able to pull out the van. I thought he would get stuck too. But I dont know what happened cuz Ryan was there too and gave me a ride home. I hate when ppl drive all crazy and think they can handle it. It's not hard to end up in the ditch here. I think pretty much everyone that has a car here has taken the ditch including me but I had 3 guys push me out and that was only once with the little neon. I dont think we woulda been able to push that van out...lol But it did get out cuz I didnt see it in the ditch this morning on the way to school. That's another thing school buses have been gettin stuck and shit. I just say cancel school. My last day is the 22nd!! Actually it's wednesday. I'm not going on the thursday cuz it's only activities and gayness. So only a 3 day week next week then 2 weeks of holidays!!! woot! I'm going to my mom's on Christmas eve. OMG we dont even have the tree up at my house. lol oh well I dont really like Chrsitmas too much itsd just another day and I dont think I deserve taht much anyway. K, I deserve nothing and ppl celebrate for the wrong reasons too. Why do you like Christmas? PRESENTS!!! not I get to see my family that only come in at that time or something more meaningful. This world is greedy and I dont like it. Everyone's so greedy. Whoever says they arent are lying.I'm spoilt and that's just as bad. I wish I wasnt so needy sometimes. I could say taht I dont have a care in the world and I dont need anyone, but the truth is I do. Everyone needs to be loved and cared for and to be comforted and slapped when they need to get back to reality. I think I need someone too much taht's my problem and my eyes tell all which I hate. I hate when ppl read you by your eyes. Eyes never lie. Well it's Friday. Cheers!