Today was VERY interesting. 1. I miss Jack soooooo much. I couldn't stop thinking about him, but i know i have to get over him. 2.I found out that Koenen is coming with to Texas. I hope that that'll be fun. At least he talks to me this year. Jenna thinks that i like him, but i don't. I just want to get closer to him as a friend. I just want to get to know him better. 3. Patrick dear patrick. He is in my phy ed class and will be in my health class. )talking about sex with him will be fun, huh?!) I feel bad for being mean to him, but i know that i shouldn't. But i don't want to hold a grudge. He hasn't done anything this year for me to be mad at him for, so it's stupid to be mad at him. I just don't know about him. 4. Grant asked jess out today. I am SO ANNOYED by that child. I feel so bad for jess. Grant just can't take any hints. That's the one thing about pat. he knows body language and when its ok to be funny and when its not. Grant knows nothing of this. 5. I've noticed something totally different this year. I am way more confident and talkative this year. Which is weird... considering i'm very shy. But maybe now that i learned from Jack that people who actually care about me, like me for who I am, and that i don't have to change, i don't think so much about what people think of me. yeah that's all i feel like typing now.... That's Me..deal. -Joanna