I have found something that makes me happy. Like uber happy. (to all sick bastards --- STOP) Running. As weird as it sounds, it really makes me happy. Endorphins running crazay. iHEART running. I look forward to running every day in phy ed. I hate when we only have to run one lap. I love it. Maybe not so much whilst i am running, but as soon as i am done i LOVE IT. I love the feeling of having worked, the tiredness... But its a good tired. I also love when i can beat pat. but now he's just being an ass and is running uber fast EVERY DAM DAY. I got to talk to jack. That makes me happy too. I have my intro and two paragraphs done for communications done, and that makes me slightly happy. I'm just happy in general. No more Koenen problems, cuz i just simply don't care anymore. I totally surprised myself with how fast i just stopped caring. I mean, i care, but i'm not like i was. Obsessing over every single move that he makes, just isn't healthy. Plus, i'm just happy! And so i see no reason to be mad at him! YAY! This is scaring me... a lot. Oh well :) That's Me..deal -Joanna