Hullo all. Even though 'all' refers to like, two people. Two of my bestest friends. w00t. iHEART you both! So yesterday and today was the garage sale. Otherwise known as people stealing your crap that you don't want, and giving you money for it. I made a hundered bucks, which is nice. Lets see... OH, there was the Garage Sale Junkie. This Old lady that came for like an hour and a half, and only bought 7 bucks worth of stuff. She had to touch everything, complain, and throw stuff on the ground in the process. Then there was the awesome girl. She was like 6 and everything she saw was AWESOME!!! Today we went out for supper at The Only Inn in Atwater. It was SOOOOO good! It's a B&B and my mom knows the lady who helped to restore the house, so we've got connections. There was this Uber hot kid working there too. He can wash my dishes ANY time!! lol, jk. maybe not so much.... lol UGH I WANT AN EFFING BOYFRIEND AND ITS PISSING ME OFF but i'll wait..... i'll wait. Jenna and mariah have been at lauren's all weekend, so that's boring. They invited me, but i had to work at the garage sale, and too, i wasn't really up to going to lauren's. Tomorow i have to work at the fifty's drive in at church. w0.... nvm. not w00t. I have to work it with koenen. ugh. That kid's an ass, and i'm sick of him. plus i don't like poodle skirts. I have an essay due on tuesday that i haven't started yet. uh oh. I should probably get on that, huh? I miss britty SOOOO MUCH!!! I HEART YOU BRIT! Our group sucks now. No one comes anymore, its so stupid. I MISS YOU!!!! AGH. p.s. Thanx for the help with the deuschbag busdriver. The bus company has been called..... So, i've been listening to Relient K - Be My Escape for an hour now. iHEART this song as well as britty and my oh so lesbian friend jess. lol So i shall enter lyrics here upon this page of the above cited song: BE MY ESCAPE I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape. I’m giving up on doing this alone now Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I gotta get outta here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake I gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape. I am a hostage to my own humanity Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape. I fought You for so long I should have let You in Oh how we regret those things we do And all I was trying to do was save my own skin But so were You So were You so yep. That's Me..deal. -Joanna