i don't even know where to begin. i am absolutley crushed. i've recently recieved some information about a sister i have and wow. i am seriously floored. im so depressed about it i can't eat. i don't think i will ever look at her the same again. i am angry. i feel hurt and betrayed. i don't know what to do. i am so mad at her that tears come to my eyes when i think about her. i hope i am wrong. i dont' know what to do. i would have given the world for her but sadly this changes it. shes fucking 16 for gods sake what the fuck is she thinking. she is going to fuck her whole life up. goddamit. i guess the thing that pisses me off is that i couldnt be there to supervise. i fucking hate her for doing it. she better fucking call me and explain herself. how do you heal a REAL broken heart. you weren't supposed to hurt me.