Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?

I hate how you think she's better then me, well guess what. I'm one of the best things that has happened in your whole pathetic life. I don't care if she's my sister, who gives. I'm different dysfunctional even. But don't you fucking dare compare me to her, ever. I'm real. I'm not fake. When you call me stuff it kills me, to know I'm not like that. I've seen myself in the mirror you don't even know how many times I just wanted to puke everything I ever ate or just stop eating period. I'm done I can't take it anymore, I'm not even fat, sure I have extra pounds but I'm loosing it, and I'm not depressed, maybe I just FUCKING HATE you guys. You have no idea how happy I will be when I go to college or hey even get a car because it brings me so much further from you guys. If you haven't realized I hate it in this town I can't stand the people. I just wanna be free, away even. and when I leave I'm not turning back. I won't come to you guys when I need help, I'll make it, I've always been a independent person. So don't try to make me something I'm not, I won't budge. I'm staying myself, I may listen to different music, dress different, and act different, but man it makes me. Sure there could be a million more like me or even 3, but they don't think like me. I'm me and nothings gonna change that I found myself, you may say its a phase but somewhere I know deep down its not. Just let me be that's all I want.