Its late and i have school tomorow, but whatever. Im not in a sleeping mood. well marty called me when i got in from being out tonight. I was so happy to hear his voice untill the conversation started. Hes not comeing back for a while, when he gets out. And he started crying on the phone becuase i was pretty much crying. He couldnt talk about it so he sent me a letter.. a letter i am not looking foward to seeing. He told me he still wanted to be with me and he really hopes i am willing to wait for him. (Which i am). So i hope we can still work this out. It is just going to hurt so much, its going to kill me. I was counting down the days till he got back now i have to make the counting longer. I sent him a skateboarding magazine so he had something to do while hes still doing his time. I really think i love him. Im just so afraid that when he starts sckool he will move on and forget about what he lived before. Im so happy for him though that he is trying to do something with his life, but it sucks i cant be there with him. Fuk i cant wait till i turn 18. Well im out. bye. =.Promise me you wont forget. Ill wait as long as it takes.=