This weekend was alright i guess. I just hung out with everyone friday nite. And yesterday i had to go to my cousins birthday party. Hmm that was interesting, but fun i guess. We went glowbowling and watched movies at justins house. Wasnt exactly a "party" but for her i guess it was. See her parents treat her alot younger than she really is so i guess she is just used to it that way. O well. Then today i got back from there at about 12. I was so tired we didnt get to sleep that nite till like 4. *But today i had justin and kim over to watch a movie and i talked on here. Waited all day for marty to call and when he did we didnt talk about him not comeing back. I think thats a good thing. I dont want to think about it. He told me a bit of good news tho. They are making him stay there for an alchohol program, and so he is going to go to school but when his program thing is over he is going to get transferred back here. So it wont be that long till we can just be how we used to be. Plus he will be visiting so thats good to. But anyway. *I had so much homework this weekend. And i did hardly nothing of it. I hate when i do that. Im always thinking to myself o ill just do it tomorrow, then tomorrow comes and u hold it off for another day. Hopefully my teacher will cut me some slack. *My stupid digital camera erased all my pictures so that kinda pissed me off. I hate when it does that. I had a long talk with justin tonight. He is kinda depressed about kim not likeing him the way he does. Hes the only guy around here i feel comfortable talking to, so were pretty tight. *I usually just stay in my room and watch tv and talk on here and shit when my moms bf is over becuz i dont know what it is, I just dont like the fact of my mom having a bf. Ive always been like that and i have a hard time getting to know them because i never give them a chance. So i went upstairs to get something to eat and of course he has to start talking to me. He said something that really got to me but i dont think he intended to do so. But he did. I told my mom about it but im full of shit i guess. But i am going to head to bed now. Its gettin late. ="So when you hold onto the past,then you will break down with the little that is left."=