All i can think about is marty. Im going crazy. Just thinking whats written on that stupid letter. Hopefully i get it before it before he calls on sunday.. so i can talk to him about it.. cuz i really hope its not bad. The suspence ahhhh.. Thats him in the pic there, Hes got bam's heartagram on his tummy. mm.. if i cant marry bam i guess marty will do for now haha. Just kidding wouldnt trade you any day. You should see him pull his sick trick skateboarding, his handstand flip thing. Its sweet. Anyway. What did i do tonight? I went out in town with everyone.. wasnt really in the mood but its better for me than sitting at home thinking about everything. I gotta keep myself busy. But im tired. I wanted to go to bed early tonite but that isnt happening =Z. =.I Miss You So. Come Home Babe.=