have you ever felt lonely when you went to a place with lots of people even if you arent alone? i have its just i walk around with whoever i'm with i look around me and i see millions of couples either on double dates or single ones and i wonder why im not like them why i cant find a guy who loves me just like these couples do it seems so unfair though fairness has nothing to do with it it also reminds me of my past with him we would cuddle and itd be enough i could see us going to something like that holding hands cuddling all that stuff i miss it i miss him i dont want to because i know its over theres no way ill get him back my heart just wont let go. maybe im just not sure if i want it to.....