ive been thinking again not a good thing just because it deepens my thoughts more and more i realize the reality the reality that i will not get him back i hope and i wish and i pray but i also can hear that little voice within my head telling me it just isnt going to happen hes fallen for another and the feelings towards me are forever gone its not fair though fairness has nothing to do with it he found her the perfect little "skater chick" who makes him happy cant make him laugh but he says he loves her he never loved me at least he never told me so i hate her! i cant help it! ive never met her before but she is with my first love! *sigh* i want to tell him how i feel still the lingering feelings have come back full force i suppose they never left at all and this time it's different this time hes taken how can i do this? how can i tell him that i want him back that ive changed how do i tell him that hes more important then sex how do i tell him that he should be open with him without sounding pushy? i dont know i need help am i even able to get him back?