Listening to: Opeth - Patterns in the Ivy II
Feeling: bipolar
Boy, do exams make me feel like crap. Let's see, today I started off feeling happy. And then slightly pissed off, but only slightly. Then, relaxed. Oh but then I was stressed, because I had to study. I went for a walk, that made me feel happy, except for the phone call. Yes, people, I can't help you right now... I CAN'T HELP MYSELF RIGHT NOW! Then towards the end of the walk, I was happy. Then, stressed again. Then I felt kind of sad, like I didn't really want to even walk around my house. Then stressed. Now just jumbled. I'm jumbled. I'm sure this doesn't even make sense. Definately not gramatically, oh no, doesn't make sense that way. Well, I don't know what to do. One minute I'm happy, next minute I want to burn the papers in front of me. I just want to stop, not study. Give up. Will I? Probably not, I'm too much of a damn perfectionist for my own good.
BIG HUG!!!!!!!