Listening to: Korn - Y'all Wanna Single
Feeling: gleeful
Hola. So yea not much new going on here, (actually, a lot new going on here but there is too much to say soooo....... fuck it.)
Jesse's leaving to New York on Tuesday but I'm NOT!!!!!!! I'm pretty urgkasj about him going though, it's gonna be fuckin weird not having him here with me anymore. I guess I got used to it when he was in Starting Place rehabilitizing but even then it wasnt like I didnt get to see him every weekend and during family therapy and shit...
Then again, it's not like he's here anyway... the most I've seen of my brother in the past week has been a passing blur of black and smoke. He borrowed some money from me, and the other time I said hi to him at the top of my lungs and he didnt even respond. Coke has him and no one knows or cares but me.
Still though, it's as if he's this great presence filling the house even though he's been home for great periods of five minutes a day. It's like 75% Jesse, 10% Dad, 10% Mom, 5% Patrick, 3% friends, 1.8% dogs, and 0.2% Roxanne. What happens when he leaves, where does the world go from there he's my fucking brother for god sakes, I dont want him to leave.
So thats about it, nothing quite new here. Three weeks of school left. Work tomorrow. Tons of homework. Same ol', same, ol'. My life is a soap opera, but only if I let it be...
Adios.
-Roxie
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