Listening to: Tragedy Almost here
Feeling: clueless
I tried to write my paper, but i cant write. Maybe b/c the music is on and cause im excited for thursday. I have a late arrival that day and im gonna chill out with some of my buddies in the morning before we go to school. I was looking forward of chillin with my lover, cobi but she has a meeting in the morning.Oh, well, she will chill out with us another day. WOW,im so screwed for this english paper. ENGlish is kiking my ass right now. I fukin hate it. But tomm im staying after school to get some help so i guess thats good, right? Anways, wat was i talking about. Oh ya! COBI. Let me tell you how it all started. Well, it was last year, sophmore year. I met her threw one of my friends and she was going out with this kid i was friends with at the time but now we have beef. w/e. She blew me away the first time i met her. I knew i wanted to get to knw her better, be more than friends. Well her and this kid were going out and i was sooo jealous because i wanted to chill out with her but at the same time if i did i was probably going to make a move on her and i dont know how she would react to that. So, i got to get to know her more and i found out that she was takin summer school and her class was right beside mine. I was so excited that day. That was my chance to get to know her better. Even though she had a boyfriend at the time. She called me over the summer but we never ended up chillin b/c i was sure that if i did hang out with her i would defintly make a move on her and i didnt know if she had the same feeling for me but i knew she didnt b/c she was in love with this other guy. So back to school, and i found out that she had broke up with him. I didnt knw wat to think. I had mixed emotions. I was feeling excited and sad at the same time. Sad b/c she was sad at the fact that they werent together anymore. And happy at the fact that she was single. I knew that i wasn't going to rush things and i was there for her and told her that i was there for her if she wanted to talk about it and if she needed a shoulder to cry on. I gave her a huge hug that day. So from then on we started talkin more and it got around that i liked her, which i did. But i didnt want to say anything b/c i didnt know if she had the same feelings for me. Then i was scared to ask her out because i didnt want to lose wat we had. Finally like after three weeks i asked her out on Dec 10, 2004. I still remember that day, if it was like yesterday. She means so much to me, i care about her so much. I LOVE HER SO MUCH. Anyways thats pretty much wat happened and how we hooked up. I want our relationship to last for a long time. We have so much in common, its crazy like we are so close to our families, we enjoy music and we both play soccer. I could go on forever and ever. Well anyways, i am gonna try again writing this stupid paper. C ya.
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