Listening to: Craig David
Feeling: emotional
Last night I chilled with my love, COBI. I found out like two nights ago that she has a metal plate in her brain. That may explain that she is in LD study hall. Although, she doesn’t act LD or seem LD. She’s actually very smart. She’s doing really good in school. She’s taking Chemistry and she’s really good at math. I’m just playin with ya, she doesn’t really have a metal plate in her head. If someone had a metal plate in their head, that would definitely be me. I am KING OF LD. Anyways, today I really wanted to see her really bad. Last time we were by ourselves, It was really romantic, we had #1 Fan on and candles were lit. It was soo ROMANTIC. That’s what I wanted to do. But, to night she’s hanging with her friends, Jenny. She is also chilling with John and Eddie, Two of my good friends. Although, pretty much throughout the entire day I was spending time with my cousin because he leaving the country forever. I’m going to miss him. He is such a cool kid. He is really good at playing the guitar. Anyways and my Uncle isn’t really doing well. He’s going threw some tough times. I hope everything is going to go well with him. Anyways, I just imagine myself with COBI right now, cuddling with her watching Napoleon Dynamite or Spongbob, Either one. Although, Im really in the mood to watch Napoleon Dynamite. I Love COBI so much, she means the world to me. Although, I have been hurting her lately. She doesn’t deserve that. I don’t know why I do it, although I don’t seek it. It just happens and I don’t think before I do. I hate it SOOO FuKIN much. And you know what I hate the most, is that on Friday, we got into I fight (it was my fault) her ex-boyfriend say use fighting. I hate that kid so FUKIN MUCH. I can’t stand that kid. I want hit that kid in the face, but I knew if I did COBI would kind of get upset. I don’t know if she would, I’m just assuming. Anyways, enough about him. I love her so much, she means everything to me. I don’t know what I would do, if I lost her. I waited a long time for us to finally to be together. I liked her since last year. I liked her ever since I laid eyes on her. I don’t know what it was, there was just something that brought me towards her. She just has that with people I guess. SHE is soo FREKIN HOT. She is SOO GORGEOUS. I love her to death. I still have no idea what she sees in me. Its like this is a dream come true. Sometimes, I think to myself, Wow, what is a beautiful girl like that doing with a guy like me. Well, I’m just happy that were finally together. I love her so much. I really wanted to be with her. Just me and her, cuddling on her bed. Oh well, she’s with her friends. I hope she’s having a fun time. I really do because she had dealt with all of my bullshit, I think she needs time away from that. I know I would if I was going threw what she was going threw. I LOVE her sooo much and I hope she feels the same way. She is the key to my HEART.
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