How does this happen

Listening to: Kelly Clarkson
Feeling: adored
How can this possibly happen? I go from being confused about one simple guy...to liking two guys...and having them both possibly like me. How am i supposed to choose. This is impossible. One with the good boy rep. and the other the bad boy rep. One i've wanted forever...the other a new mystery. I don't even know if the latter really does like me. People say he does...they say it's the "look in his eye" I don't see it. Others say "we flirt so much" I don't feel it. I don't want to get my hopes up on either of them...just to have them come crashing back down. I don't want to feel the pain I did before. I dont want to regret as I did before. I'm scared to trust as I did before. And in the long run this may be a bunch of wasted words, for I doubt the mystery likes me in reality after all *fullheart*...Then...*broken heart*... Now... *stressed/confused* Confused is the last thing that could mean he likes me... -*-*-*-
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To be honest I would go for the new guy because with the old guy... You know, "Old habits die hard". This guy hasn't given you a reason not to trust him yet. This other one has. I learned that the really hard way. But... Do what you want to do.


Ps_Im adding you
Im so glad that you're gunna go with the new guy. i broke up with my boyfriend 3 days ago and i thought it would KILL me. but i realized, so what if it doesnt work out? its not the end of the world. i mean sure it hurts but that's life for ya. it hurts sometimes, other times it feels good. as sam from garden state said, "in between laughing, i cry sometimes. but i look forward to a good cry."
Hey Jen~
I just wanted to say that I think it's awesome that you got one of these too! You're the best. I still thinks it's really wierd how we are so much alike but I would never want to change anything about us. I couldn't ask for more. <3
Hi Jen. =]Jackie finally made a sitdiary.
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