well, i loved being with my daddy i feel so complete around him =) maybe that's what i need right now, a father around you know? i mean he's around but to spend time with him i felt refreshed when i got my homework out of the way and i was thinking about the beautiful future and how i would never want to marry any of the boys in high school because their all just as messed up as me and they only truly take to real form when their older towards the end or in colledge is when they form to the person they will be from then on. they completely change all the time in high school and none of them will stay the same (WE CHANGE EVERY 7 YEARS!), so i shouldn't worry waht these guys think and whether or not they are perfect or be picky out them being a mess because they (and we) all are in high school, so i might as well just be positive and have fun. because if i don't date anyways, then i'll have grown alot to be able to do that in college, plus i'm not gonna marry them later so i might as well just enjoy their company and relaxxxx =]