If you care at all, you'll read this entry in its entirity, and comment. If I check back here in a week or so to find 0 comments, I'll know exactly where I stand. As of right now, I'm not entirely sure where I fit in. I don't like Masco that much... In fact, I hate it. It's too cliquie, if you get what I'm saying. If I switched schools, I'd be invading friendships made in previous years, so that wouldn't exactly work either. Ham-Wen might not be bad, because I'm already friends with a few people on the swim team there, but I would be murdered at the first Masco meet by... Well, everyone. As for GUS, you all know that I don't talk to you anymore, except you Meghan, and occastionally Eva, and I appreciate that. So you see, I'm in kind of an awkward situation. I went to the Coffee House in town, and I found myself to be full of depression and I left after an hour. Never even told anyone I was leaving. I wonder if they'll ask me about it, if they care enough. Probably not. I only feel myself around KLM, and it's sad because we're not hanging out that much this summer. Mel's got a job on the cape, I'll most likely be lifeguarding here (with kevin coaching tennis across the street... haha I know Lauren's jealous). Lauren and Katie are going to play tennis at the club, most likely, and who knows where Katy will be. So in all honesty, summer is pretty much going to suck. I'll wake up at the asscrack of dawn, swim, lifeguard, sleep, and do it all over again. Well, practice is in about... 5 hours. I should probably get some sleep, but keep in mind what I said. Please comment, you guys... I don't know what to do.