So heres the deal. I have been feeling a little down for the past week, and this was why, it's very starnge. First, of course I was a love sick lil puppy and missed Berto so much, I hadn't seen him for like a month, I would talk to him but I wanted to see him again. Second, my friends friend had died from a drunk driver. It still gets to me somehow, its already been 2 weeks, but I talk to my friend and he's down, and I wish i could do er say something that will help cheer him up. Third, I've just been so tired and frustrated latley, I just want to go out and do something fun, I dunno maybe it's stress but what could I possibly be stressing from? Well Last weekend I was working at my church for a Rummage sale, Boy was that a lot of work, But i finally got to see Berto again! I was so happy, that patched things up for me, yeah yeah I'm gettin all mushy here leave me alone! ;o; . but anyways yea I got that over with finally! My friend, he's doing a lil better, I'm glad, but there are some points where he does remeber her and I just hope I can be there for him. Stressing and frustration goes away from time to time, I spent some time with Leslie, Daisy, and Matt, and it was great. I love those guys! yeah i dunno things are comin at me and I'm having some trouble dodging them, I hope things well get better as I go, for me, The worst is over...for now.