argh im bored..but anyways...so far this week has been interesting... *~*Good Stuff*~* School has been okie lately..nothing fun ever goes on..just some stuff...heh like Bertos Spanish Music video with the song "La Baca"..its so annoying yet catchy! (hee hee remind me of Anelly cuz we listened to that song and laughed ^^;) yeah...went to confession yesterday...i felt so clean afterall..like everythin was gone..after i had confessed and went to pray...tears were streaming down my face..i looked around..all my friends were there..i was just so thankfull to have them, i know that these would be true friends till the end..each of them looked at me..all of them had been forgiven..it just made my heart sing...ll but yea..funny what my friend said...."Its kinda funnny..i get scared that he wont forgive me..like hes about to pop my neck and hide my body under his chair" -Derek Yeah it is funny i wanted to laugh my head off, but we were still in church..but the priest always forgives, just like Jesus always forgave ^^, Some people dont understand..but thats okie with me i guess..like i told my cousin.."though i think your wrong..and you think im wrong...its good to know..that you have accepted God in your life..thats all that matters right now i guess." It takes alot to understand the Catholic Faith i guess...i think its because all these so called "rules" we have...i guess its commentmen we have... (please dont jump me after this journal peeps ._.; i dont mean to bag on others..) yes well anyways... *~*Not so Good Stuff ;~;!*~* After i had confessed we went on home..dropped everyone off and stuff...i told my mom what Derek i said...she started laughing, but someone asked me when i had we were talking (Isabel or my mom cant remember) i tried to explain to her when..and Isabel kept saying .."NO! NO! YOU WERE SAYING IT DURING CONFESSION!" and all this stuff and right then and there my mom blew her cap off, saying "That is so desrespectful of you" and all this other stuff..she didnt let me have a chance to explain myself.. felt like total crap...i didnt want to say anything after that...tears came down my face...but these werent tears of joy..it was guilt all over again...it had gotten the best of me i suppose, it didnt seem fair to me..i felt so good inside..and i had just been torn to shreds..But whatever..i put that all beside me..and reminded myself not to worry about it...cuz i am still clean... My cousin isnt doing so good..my mom offers him rides home from school..yet he refuses to come with us..alwyas riding the bus..but i guess he wants to be with his friends...and today i found out he has a girlfriend...i feel sorry for him..all of his help..we reach out to him..yet he thinks he can handle it on his own...sometimes i want to grab him and tell him straight..but i cant..i dont have the heart to do it...and i know he probably wont change, but we wont give up on hime..we love him to much... *~*For friends*~* Anel! dont know if you'll ever read this! but yea..i hope you get to the DMV and pass all the way! get a 100%!! i'll be out the window rooting for you! Maybe even slipping you some answers...cuz im from the streets..lol jk! but seriously..you gotta pass..i need to be stolen from the coop! >,< Anwyas..Moo?! sowwy that you feel all emoish ;~; i hope you feel better! i just want to let you know that i will always be there for you in case you need anything..i'll even help you find Laura Lemus?...^^;(sorry if i got her name worng o.o!)To the both of you..sorry i have called..phone ish dead ;O; X10!!! anyways..think ive said a lot.maybe to much..hee hee later everyone! ~God Bless