There are so many things, I am uncomfrotable with, just the fact, that I have to sit here, and do nothing. I cant believe half of the stuff I hear or see. I don't know whats going on. Just when things look alright, I just dont know anymore. Ah whatever, im just tired of everything, and I just don't know how to frikken go on with my own life. Well....I dont know. Guess I wont know until I start trying things. But what if things go wrong? sucks.