words can't come remotely close to the feeling i have right now. so miserable seemed pretty good. nothing tragic happened to me today. i just want to cry & kill everyone who made my day a living hell. he was talking about another girl today. she's like super gorgeous so i can completely understand. we arent going out...so what is my fucking problem?????????? my whole life i've never been jealous...but he makes me jealous over absolutely nothing. if he talks to me tonight, i feel like saying fuck you, don't fuckin talk to me. but of course i can't do that cause HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!!!! i hate it when i'm in these moods. i wish i could just stop. schools over in like, fucking 8 days. then i'll barely ever get to see him. maybe it's a good thing, though. whatever. i fucking attacked everyone who talked to me today...i made tiffany bleed & i threw audrey on the floor. i don't know what's wrong with me. for everyone's sake i'll try to get over it cause me being mad is not a good thing to come across