i'm riding home in pain again but that don't mean shit to you you're currently engaged in an intimate conversation with a young groupie or two they say "playas only love you when they're playing games.." still i gave my heart to you i should have stayed away like my friends all told me to well the dumping-joe thing worked out fine. he didn't even care. it was great cause i didn't wanna make him feel bad just incase he wasn't a total pig. but he was. so its okay. hmm so i'm not suree if my you know who likes someone or what =/ ughhh i've worked so hard for him to like me all year, if he doesn't like me idk what i will do. =[ ughhhhhh well these days have been mucho boring. i wake up at like noon, shower, eat, watch tv, internet, take a walk or go tanning or something outside, then back on heree all night until like 1 in the morning =X i desperately need a hobby. tiffanyy hasnt been here for like a week or something like that...never see audrey cause she always has to work =X & yeahh i don't have interest in anyone else =/ sooo maybe i should start asking peoplee if they wanna get together. idk. i dont even remember who i was friends with this year. pretty much everyone i guess? whateverrr. hmm today i saw diana auciello =] i love herrrx3 .. eh im so tired since i had to wake up at 10 this morning =X cause my parents are meaaann =[ weell i guess i'm going toooo try to talk to some people...