ugh i cant wait to talk to joe so i can dump him. last night we kinda decided that i would like to go out with him. not the smartest thing ever. i have no idea what i was thinking. i was acting drunk, so i'll just use that as an excuse. even though i do like him just a little, i still love *you know who* & hes the only one im ever gonna like for a while. even if me & him dont go out or anything, its not fair to joe if i go out with him if im not all that crazy about him. & im sure he doesnt wanna wait around for me to make up my mind .. so i just hope he comes online soon. i have been waiting all day to get this off my chest & its driving me insane. i hope he doesnt call me b.c i love the sound of his voice & hes so nice & it might be a bit tempting =/