So much has happened. Tami and Stephen, they love each other soooo much, I'm really happy for 'em. Amanda is still caught up on Casey and she's starting to get to the point thats she's crying over him because he's leaving this year, but he hardly knows she exists, ok well I cant really say that because that's not true. She's asked him out, but he never gave her an answer. Me well here we go. I like or I should say am in love with this guy named Sam, if you go to GSA then you prolly know who he is. He's also leaving this year, he's amazing. He's really funny and I totally want to date him, but there's one problem.... we are closer than you think. We are 3rd or 4th cousins and not through marraige, but blood related. Now I'm at the point where I can't deal with this and I'm starting to cry over him.... I love him and it's in a non cousin way, but on the other side I have Josh and I like him too, but I know that we will never work out, he lives in Stocking Springs and I live.... well.... in this Hicktown, but anyway back to Sam. Today I've heard the name "sam" 3 times in store and everytime it makes me think of him, it's bad enough that I can't get him out of my mind for 2 minutes. I really want to go out with him, but I am definatly not gonna cross the line and become insest, that's just plain gross. He doesn't know that we're cousins either and that's pretty sad. The hard part will be when he comes back from IS and we're in class together and I don't want him to see me cry. Anyone got any suggestions to this BIG problem I have??