Well today was fun, not! I had to go with my mother to get a haircut with no prior notice. What if I had plans or something. Ok nevermind that one. After our haircuts, she said we had to wait an hour at Smiths air-conditioning place for my sister to show up so we could all go to see my crazy ass Grandma. She doesn't even deserve to have the "G" in that last sentence capitalized because she is so fucking crazy and annoying. She talks to god under the blanket, wakes up screaming because birds are flying through the window and bugs are crawling all over her, and just some more weird shit like that. But no, my day isn't finished just yet. Before we went to see her, we had to go to a fucking craft store and I hate every single craft store(I don't quite know why though.) Finally, we went to Newburgh to get some food because I cried like a little baby for food. lol. After that we finally go to see her at Angel River Health, and there she is, in the Rainbow Room(corny huh.) She was talking to herself saying shit like "Yes I finally got rid of that EVIL(laugh) nurse lady." She is so crazy, but I guess it's only because she has dimentia or something like that. So oh well. But after we left there, we had to go to wal-mart to search for some more craft bullshit, so I just waited in the car, for like an hour and a half listening to the Offspring's first CD "Smash." Kick ass CD by the way. Something about that moment had inspired me to doodle some really random stuff on a sheat of printer paper. Don't ask me why, but I had so much fun and the time went by soo quickly. It was just soo cool, cause for some reason I'm never actually happy. I have never even experienced that feeling of happiness. I've been joyful, but not happy. That is until I doodled. I loved it, because I felt like a little kid with his shirt off in mommy's van. Give me a pen and some paper and I guess I can actually be happy. I guess that was the emotion I was feeling tonight. It was pretty cool. It also kept me from thinking about Cresten a lot. So if I didn't show up with an amp and my guitar to church tonight like I promised someone I would(mumbles franzfreak), I am sorry. Maybe next time.?