tehe...im wet...not really, i just think its really funny ok, so here is where the truth comes out..my life is one giant maze of confusion...this is why...a while back ((during winter break)) i meet this really great guy named greg, he was so nice, so sweet and soo hot...ohh and he is 22, what more could i ask for? well we start to date and everything is going good, until he gets really busy w/ his job ((5 days a week 9a.m. to 5 p.m.)) and i was really busy w/ my horn and all ((practicing 10 hours a week)) it was getting really hard to balence both our schedules...so we grew apart, but all while greg and my relationship was falling apart i start talking to gregs best friend jeff more often...but heres the story ...jeff was living in delaware and asked if i knew any girls who would be willing to do something for a weekend visit he was planning...so i suggest one of my friends and they start talking online and on the phone and all...and they get really excited to meet that weekend...but then it started...jeff tells me he is moving back, meaning that diana ((my friend who i hooked jeff up)) was gonna get attached...quickly...and so i tried to warn jeff, but he didnt listen to me...ok all in the meanwhile jeff and i both swore to be fuck buddies b/c at the time we were complaing about not getting any action. so jeff moves back and diana and him go on a date, well diana says it was a good date and jeff said otherwise...ok, so jeff has no feelnigs for her. jeff and i are still fuck buddies, and one of his friends told me once that he liked me, but this cant be, jeff cant like me, we just have sex for fun! its great! ok, so after being w/ jeff for about 2 or 3 times i thought about how much i really wanted greg back and how i wanted to work real hard just to see him, but that didnt work...but now, i think i may like jeff to, and this cant be because if i like jeff then i will lose a friend ((diana)) and i dont know if i want to chose jeff over greg...this is all one entangled web of lies and feelings and sex... this is reason number 1 why i dont get seriously involved w/ guys....i dont know what i want, and i dont know what they want...and i get bored ok, wow...that was crazy