I'm slowly turning away from Carla. Not so much in the sense that I'm no longer speaking to her, but in the sense that I'm slowly getting over her. Sometimes there are things I see about her that I miss, like when she was "splendiforous" last night about her paper. I think I more missed the fact that she was finally happy about something, rather than being completely miserable again. I missed that more because I missed her happiness, since she hasn't been happy in a hell of a long time. I hope she finds someone who makes her incredibly happy...she deserves it. Other news, I made a new song for Wednesday, called "Forgetting." I'm just slightly bored, but I need the weekend to wind down and relax. This week has been tough, especially with wrestling going on. I'm worried about weight, about finding a significant other, finding a niche to call my own in life. I'm worried about a lot of stuff. I'm debating between two or three other colleges, namely Pennsylvania State and Colorado State, with Minnesota and Southern California thrown in for the hell. I got accepted to Central, and if I can't afford the others I'll keep that. It's a good college too. I just need to see if there are any other opportunities to find my way into greatness. Peace and love. i need to finish my Senior Project...I'm on page 16, hoping to find something to send me to 30. Enjoi.