Yesterday night.. the greastest thing in the world happened to me.. the guy of my dreams.. the guy og my hopes and wishes.. finally said the words that I thought he would never say.. I wanted to cry, scream, and die at the same time.. after all this time.. after all the nights I wish that we would be back together.. that night was the night that I had been waiting on.. the night that I want to relive every moment I am awake.. I couldnt stand not having him as mine any more and I was sick of him not feeling the same for me.. then one little ( well wouldnt say little) fone conversation changed that all.. now he is back in my life and we are trying everything over again.. forgetting about the past us and focusing on the future us.. which I want so bad.. now that this has happened I couldnt be any happier nothing now brings me down cause I know I have him again to talk to and to be there for me.. to hold in his arms.. I tired so hard to get over him and it never worked and as hard as he tired he just couldnt either.. (thank god).. I really think we were meant to be cause no matter what happens we can never get mad at eachother and it doesnt bother us if we spend a week nonstop together.. I like him so much I just dont want to ever loose him.. he is the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing when I go to bed.. he is what keeps me running and what keeps me real.. with out him I would be so lost so confused.. with him in my life.. nothing can go wrong.. wow.. I am really happy..