I really wanna care, I wanna feel soemthing. Let me dig a little deeper, No, man sorry, nothing.. ^ love that song! I miss the days when a catapiller crawling up my arm made me laugh and a friend was never lost but always gained. Cuts could always be fixed by Nurse Mom and a tear always fell on the edge of a smile. Now I dont notice the butterfly passing by and friends are gone with a blink of an eye. And "Nurse Mom" cant fix a broken heart. And that tear, turned into tears that fall on a pillow. Oh wow.. basketball season is finally over and I feel like I have a life again.. even tho me and a couple of my frineds got into it tonight.. just another girl drama thing.. geeze.. drama.. gotta hate it!!.. Me and Eli I think are better then ever and we had a great valentine's day as I wish you did too!! :).. My dad got me and my step sisters floor tickets to the pacer v. portland game and it was a blast! I got a kiss from Bowser.. ya I know what a hotti! lol.. Finally got all my spring break stuff ready and I am so excited.. omg!! My neice finally turns one in less then a month and it makes me feel sooo old!! lol As annoying as she is sometimes I still love her to death!.. My mom is leavin a week bfore my spring break to go get married in the mountains and I am happy for her.. I think lol.. School is totally getting on my nerves and I am so ready for it to be out! I am taking a ceramics class and I am really glad I am cause I figured out that I really like to do art.. at first I thought it was going to be gay but I really like it.. hmm.. ....... <3 Megan