Omg this morning instead of waking up to the Indiana 2 ft of snow and -5 outside I woke up to the sun just about to rise and 70 degree weather.. I love Texas.. I never thought I would be able to leave him in Texas without me by his side for a week but hell its Texas and if he ruins it then atleast I got a great tan!.. lol no out of everything back home him I miss the most.. Chistmas was pretty good around my house.. did the church thing and then did the mom side of the family then the dad's and of course went with Eli to his family thing.. I dont know if I said something about it earlier but the hole story about me and Eli is tht a long time ago..about 6 months.. I was madly in love with him and he wasnt with me.. his friends always gave him a hard time cause we hung alot and he did some things tht I didnt really like.. well we broke it off and decided to be friends but when ever we were together we couldt help it.. so I decided tht I couldnt live tht way anymore.. so about a month ago or so he tells me tht he is sorry for everything and tht he really wants something with me no matter wht they say and all tht other sweet stuff.. totally feel for it all and to top off a great Christmas as soon as we went to drop himm off after church he told me tht he was ready for us to be together again so .. here I am back with him but I love him and want to be with him so.. AHHH.. alright I have a friend and her and I are like umm joined at the hip you could say.. we hang alot and like alot of the same things.. well the past week she has been in AL visiting her dad and now tht I am out of town its not tht bad but just to go figure when I talked to her last night she is staying even longer!! So when I get back to school.. hmm yeah she wont be there..argh! <3.. Megan P.S-- yeah I know.. John is dead sexy! He jusr doesnt know he is mine yet..