.. the reason I feel beautiful is because I just had the perfect night with Eli.. I swear nothing could have gone wrong.. I love being with him.. even when I am in the shittiest mood he can always make me laugh.. AHHH!! Ok I am from Indiana and I am about.. no actually I am.. sick and tierd of all this flipping bad weather we have been haven! I am not a snow girl or a rain girl for that matter.. and I hate it when it is cold outside.. and plus with everyone's power being out and my house out of like one of the few to have power arond here everyone is stayin at my house! CRAZINESS! like no other.. I got friends family my brother's friends.. just everyone and let me tell you we do NOT have a big house.. it sucks ass.. The only thing I am liken about all this is I got out half day on wensday, no school thursday, friday, monday, tuesday and half day wensday.. WOOOHOOO! I hate being in school mainly because yes I am smart I really am but my parents have pushed me so much to be the best that I dont even care anymore and I slackoff like no other now.. and deff changed the people I hang out with to people like me.. but thats enough about that one! Omg.. spring break is only 65 days away and I am sooo ready.. I am gonna miss him so much though.. :( OK.. HELP.. what if you want to talk to your boyfriend about something really important but it is kind of personal.. but has to do with our relationship.. ALOT.. no I dont have aids or anything like that.. but I mean should I wait for a certain time or should I just come right out and tell him.. <3.. MeganDawn