i'd like to think i'm a pretty awesome girl, for no particular reason; i am just overly fond of myself at times. anyways, i'm a really friendly girl and i'm pretty much nice to anyone. i hardly get into fights with anyone because i know when to stand up for myself and when to keep my mouth shut. i want to do 390842829 things with my life; at my best, i'm extremely ambitious and set high goals for myself. at my worst, i'm pretty much the laziest person ever. which is sort of where i find myself now. i wish most of the time i was back in school, the other 30% of the time i enjoy sleeping in and not stressing over a $200 math book or cramming for tests in between working 40 hours a week. so yeah, i'm always working.. mostly because i can spend money like nobodys business. i'm at a point in my life where i couldn't be more over guys and all the stress they bring. i used to believe in marriage and true love and soulmates, but after going through 2 years of torture with my ex boyfriend, on top of all the other failed attempts at finding someone genuine, i've lost a little hope. i believe nice guys exist, i just think they are few and far between and i'll probably be one of those girls who is 'focusing on her career' until she is 65. which sort of works out because i probably won't have a job until i'm 30 because i want to be a doctor. and i've only got 2 good years of college behind me. i feel like i'm only 20 and i still don't have enough time to do everything i want to before i die. i have a large fondness for music, mostly rock : ) but i appreciate everything. i would love to travel the world and i WILL visit antarctica for a day, because that would be awesome. i love fashion, with my last dying breath. and i'd consider selling my first born for the perfect pair of heels. i'm a bit sarcastic, and inappropriate. i think the show intervention is funny. and admit it, alcoholics can be. i have absolutely NO game, and i'm always every guys best friend- not the girlfriend. i have one obsession in life and that is redbull. straight up, no jager cause that shit is gross. i take a lot of pictures, none of which i smile in because i HATE my smile. so you'll see me sport the kissy face on most occasions.