Today was okay....better than most days...talked a lot with one of my friends that I haven't see in awhile...Glad she's doing well, was starting to worry about her.... picked up on a couple of things, I REALLY feel ha ted right now...I can tell it...I have a lot of hatred and anger coming at me right now...but i guess I'm getting back what I give off as well Been told that I've been rebeling...Guess it shows my pain a little, ya know? Can't wait to get help..I realize I need it... Don't ha te me please...as much as I hurt, I dont ha te you...I care for you very much