hi hi hi, Happy late Thanksgiving! .. i dont know who writes in here anymore buttt i think im going to start up cuz i think its a lot more private now. I think allmost everyone has stopped so im going to start again since i think its like secretive.. soo firsttt.. Update: Friends: I spend most of my time with nikki now.. Shes my bffaeaeaee anndd its nice.. We hardly get if serious arguments and when we do its cuz we are both in a really bad mood or like its something serious. Its nice to have a friend you are with like 24/7, and that you dont get sick of. Nikki and i are honestly together evvvery day we are pretttttty much inseperable.. Also a lot of people think we look alike? even though we dont see it. its nice. The only downfall of us being so close is Alison and I have grown sooo far apart. Alison and I used to spend toons of time together too but now we dont.. We've just grown apart I guess. When nikki and i hang out all we do is pretty muuch lounge around and stufff.. its kinda boring sometimes but i like that we can just do that together annnd its ok.. Sometimes we hang out with guys and rarely other girls.. I do stuff with other people more often than Nikki but she doesnt seem to mind. Even that though is raarre. BUt i love having Nikki and my best friend its great and i love how close we have beecome. We have gone through some hhhhard stuff together and we have always been tehre for eachother.. I love her to death. BOYS: Currrrently I have a litttle thing for Joe Andrews:-X and idk i like hanging out with Mishu but i dont like himmm like that.. Hes cool thoughhh. Right now hes mad at me though cuz of some stupid stuff like he wanted to hang out when i cant? and hes upset so yeah thats that. Um not much more about that. SCHOOL: My grades are like prettyy much average now.. Slipped quite a bit. I hardly try though i dont really apply myself much.. Ohhh well i say i dont care and i sort of dont but i do at times... FAMILY: Hmmmm family. My dad and i get along OCCASIONALLY. not often but sommmmetimes when im in a good mood. I stay off on my own most of the time.. When im not with nikki alli do is go on the comp or phone or just go in my room and do my own thing.. I dont like talking to my family mcuhh cuz its pretty much small talk? and i hate it.. it seems so fake and just reallly bothers me so i just set myself aside and its content. I suppose... OK sooo thats a bbbbrief update of since i last wrote... Um i think im going to start writing here more often when i get a chanceee.. I dont think im going to tell people though and im going to make this private so i can reallly write stuff i want to. So Yup thats allll. Im prettty happy recently but i think im starting to want someone like a boyfrienddd? I dont know it isnt really me to want one but i am done with hanging out with random people everyweekennnd and i wwant something a little more serious now i guesss... but idk i change my mind a lot. We shallll see. Ok more laterrrr.. LOOKING FORWARD TO: Saturday - ME dance.. much like the welcome back.. Nikki and I are excited. lol Next Month - CHRISTMAS! yay!:D NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO: Back to school tomorrowww.. we were off for Thanksgiving Break. Leah