Theres nothing i can do and its killing me inside. Friends i once had are here no more and im only a shadow. Only someone who people glance at and move on. Though the few i spend time with see my somewhat calm and quiet exterior. They dont know how lonely and painstricken i am on the inside. They dont see my soul burning behind my somewhat sad eyes even if i try giving out noticeable signs. I guess im just a shadow and nobody sees at all. I try too improve and correct my problems but it seems too get worse as things move along. Though the few I walk with laugh among themselves and invite me along, they dont see im a spirit without a spark. They might see a tame and silent exterior, but they dont hear how loud im screaming in my head. They dont see my life fading underneath my somewhat misty eyes. Even if i try showing obvious signs. I guess i am only a shadow and nobody cares at all.