maybe it's an addiction.

Ohman. School is pretty much gay. I just got home not too long ago. Today I didn’t do any thing more than notice people. And how they act. And what I don’t really care for about them. [which I suppose sounds meaner than it’s meant to, but I honestly don’t care.] Kendall Beams. She goes out with Eric Pool. Used to date Brad and hated me for the longest time because he had always had feelings for me. She’s quiet, but talkative around her friends. Kendall is more the “leader” of the little group of friends she has. The one that supposedly knows everyone, and is “all powerful”. This is not true. She’s quite reserved and mostly keeps to herself, rarely taking chances to come out and go out on a limb for what she wants, yet in the chance she doesn’t get what is wanted, she becomes intolerable. Yeah I don’t talk much in school anymore. I more or less sit back and watch. It’s quite amusing seeing how such little defects in people’s lives, seem to cause more problems than essentially is needed. Amy Cozad. This is the most annoying girl you will ever meet, unless you are a 8yearold. She is intelligent, and a hard worker. A swimmer. And doesn’t tend to give up. All though these qualities seem to be appealing, the fact that she is so immature, is not. Now, when I say “immature”, I don’t mean this is a let’s joke and kid around all the time, way. I mean this as a she acts the way she looks:: 10yearsold. With not a single real mature conversation ever approached in her life. Sometimes I just might want to strangle the little kid out of her, and other times, I wish I was more that way. So that’s all with the people thing. After school Kaela and I went to her apt., talked to Cathy online, and found out that someone had stole around $200 dollars from her and her mom. Robbie, Este, or Keith. It can’t be Este. I won’t let it be. His story checked out. I never wanted to believe it was him, and I feel bad because part of me really did think that there was a high possibility of him being guilty. He wasn’t. So kaela and I walked all the way over to Cathy’s. We were only supposed to meet her and keith half way, but decided on walking all the way. It didn’t take as long as I thought. It had been so long since I’d last been there, I forgot which building was hers. We ended up walking home. They never came. Maybe something came up or something. It kind made me upset. Because I really miss this. Friends. Perfectly sunny one minute; dark, high winds, and rain that stings your skin as it hits, the next. That was today’s whether. It was almost like how the day went. One thing and topic one minute; a completely different thing the next. Kaela and I watched the storm in the safety of the Xtera. It was pretty. And we sang songs. And laughed And got annoyed. But had fun. My mom picked me up. And here I am. ISTEP tomorrow. So much for getting a lot of sleep, Because it sure as hell wont happen with him spending the night with her. Thank you for everyone who has been here for me. You are amazing. Honestly and truly, I love you. Kaela&Cathy… And maybe even Keith for making me forget things for the short time he was over. Hugs&love.
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i'm so sorry.
something did come up.

i love you, though.
and i hope we can hangout soon.
once again, i'm sorry.
[ps-this is cathy.]
[Anonymous]
me&you&cathy&keith if he wants to come, will all hang out soon! and we will have more fun then stupid little kids. i hate annoyinh people, they annoy me. that was freaking stupid. Dude, i have no clue what im saying, i need to sleep. psht. ISTEP is gay. but i talked to my mom, friday i can stay with you =] hell yeah man.
this should be fun.
we'll make more plans for 'people' to come.
i love you.
i love you.
yesss.