well today was another sucky day. the absolutley gorgouse love of my life told me we shouldnt catch up soon caus he now has a gf, so i acted all kool telling him yea i like someone else atm too, and according to his best mate shes a really nice bird! well fucking hell someone give her a panadol! i hate this stick insect and i dont know her! this isnt the way its supose to go....he was ment to remmeber the good times we had together, realise he misses me and want to see me again!! so now im alone once more with every slight of hope that maybe i would b able to sleep with pat one last time shredded out of me. on the other hand i did have a fukin awsome night last saturday night. we somehow ended up on some cruise around darling harbour with free alcohol all night long! and me not being satisfied with that went and hooked up with the captain! yes captain mark - 28yrs old, not bad looking. neawayz i was hoping pat would be there but instead he dogged it and i had to hear how happy he is with this stick insect bitch Laura from his (incredibly gorgouse) best mate. we left the boat and wound up on some free bus trip with this crazy bus driver who played sth american music the whole way. we were all going crazy! every time the bus stopped i stuck my head outa the window and pashed this guy that was chasing after the bus. he was ok - had an eye brow ring cant complain. we then ended up in the rocks, sittin in some pub god knows how and me ballroom dancing with these 40yr old guys who were buying us drinks. LOL. next up was pancakes on the rocks, they wouldnt serve us any more alcohol caus we looked 'too hot in the face and intoxicated'! hahahah funniest night so anywayz this mark the captain somehow got my number and wont stop calling me! telling me how hes gona give me free cruises round darling harbour. NICE! well im outa here to have another cry about Pat, and Catain Mark. ciao! <---- only italian word ive learnt in the past 2 yrs LIBBY DARWEN (i wish)