im sooo sorry sitD!!!! its not my fault i havnt written in here for soo long, but i went away, then skool, then masturbation...it just all took over :( well im back everyone! i just came back from dancing and stupid trians stupidly fuked up grrr *raise fist* but i met a hot guy who started talking to me he smelt sooo good i was wearing purple dance pants with GEMMA on my ass thanks alot god! in brief......i hate skool yr 11 blows! i have to start comming to skool on time this yr or they will kick me outa skool. so i have gradually blended in with every other on-time-freak. i have lost my trademark :( quick low down on current guy situation: 1) havnt spoken 2 adam (21 yr old with gf) in over a month! sooo proud. but wish he would call me :( 2) azza (guy in band) who im strangley liking more and more each day ONLY talks to me when hes promoting hes stupid band (actually its good ) and is only nice to me when he wants me to watch one of his shows! 3) pat (whom i have loved for the past year and a bit!) msges me sayin hes single again and wants 2 meet up. i smell sex in the air, i think thats all he can smell too. so im gonna have to see wat happenes caus i cant fall for another guy who jsut wants sex AGAIN! (i.e. adam, azza, bro, pat....list goes on) 4) bro (ex who took to formal) is bein really sweet to me, but agian i smell sex in the air. which should b fine but when i think of him going out with any other chik its makes my blood turn cold. strange... AND THATS IT FOLKS. once again its soo simply complicated. Azza's band is playing friday night. i said id go if i had nothing else on. (i have been planning what to wear ever since he told me about it 2 months ago! but shhh) my plan is to act like i dont like him! ill prob end up going home suicidle....meh well this was just a quick hello OMG I FORGOT HANNAH AND SOPHIE ARE NO LONGER SINGLE! weird huh! my dinners prob burnt to a smouldering ash so better fly butterfly! cya dude Shibsta! xoxo