ever had one of those days where it feels like your watching yourself through someone elses eyes? like your not really there, you do everything normal but it means nothing. you can hear what people say but your not listening, and when you speak its just words spilling out your mouth? well today was one of thsoe days. maybe it was becaus i was there for most of the day and my little body wasnt used to it. today the HSC started for all the unfortunate year 12's. i feel really sorry for them. im not talking about all the 'im-larger-than-life-girls' at our raggy skool, but all the guys we know doing it. my mind kept going from Tom to Mat to Pat to Griffo to Nick to (pretty much the whole of Sydney Tech). my mind was mainly on Tom though *sigh*. (and partly on griffo and pat when the topic turned to formals). just think this is the begging of the end for them, a few stupid exams to decide what you do for the rest of your life, gotta feel the pressure ay. when our usual blabble of conversation turned to formals today, it struck me that i have absolutly no one to take. not one single person! i asked Tom *sigh* but the night of our formal is the night he ships off to skoolies :( , and so are all hes freinds, so all my back-up people have pissed off as well! now pat has a gf so i cant even ask him. gee formals are spose 2 be fun! everyone keeps telling me not to take anyone caus u have to pay for them and stay with them all night, but isnt that the point? i mean if you cant get laid on your formal night....what is that saying about our generation?? well im off to stab something! goodbye to all Libby xoxo P.S congrats to JET - 6 ARIAS!!! seeing them thursday night, cant bloody wait!