Theres something about hearing the guy you like say that you were nothing but a drunken mistake that makes you stop and think 'gee god thanks alot, i love you too!' A few things have happened to me recently * realised aaron will never like me or invite me into his wolrd so i should stop obsessing *CHRISTMAS EVE! yayay it wasnt too bad this year, to what i thought would be a good year, turned out shit, then finished up ok. "super cool party" fizzled out so a few ppl just came bak 2 mine. all in all id say it wasnt bad. * HAD CHRISTMAS! YAYAYAYAY for once it was actually ok, well it was an improvement from last year - listening to my dad tell me how much he hates me over christmas dinner. Hannah and i have realised we are identical and share the same brain, (half each to explain the weirdness) we have the exact same guy problems....and because i know you all care soooooo much im gonna say them muuhahahah :D my guy probs: # guy called Joe really likes me and thinks i like him because i got drunk and hooked up with him last week :S # adam and me are still 'at it' and for once i dont mind caus as much as i like being with him, i dont look at him as a potential bf. # guitarist dude (Aaron) - totally in love with him after spending a really sweet night together, just found out he sees it slightly different : Friend "so what happened with you and libby?" Aaron "what can i say, we were both drunk" Libby *insert heart breaking* # guy called pat who i have just gotten over - (365 days later) decided to msg me again and want to sleep with me again EVEN though he does have a gf. id like to take this chance to add that i imagined marrying this guy...he is in my view PERFECT. so yay guy who has taken me a year to get over now wants me, and im scared to say yes in fear for it taking another year to get over him think ill say no. (good in theory, not in reality) well i could blab on more but im sure you really dont care, all i have to say is God is playing a really sick joke on me atm. i know i shouldnt get all gooey and sad over guys, and i normally dont, but its the time of year to get all sad. ill probably end up a spinster by this rate. well cya fags Libby xoxoxox