all right,this is like my third diary site, unfortunately my first on has been deleted which blows because I had a lot of issues this summer and I wish I could go back and look on those....but I can't so. Here this is. I haev another one, but I'm not too thilled with it and this way I can write my more depressing thoughts withoutmy friends freaking out because as usual, too many people know about it for their own good. So here's my first preliminary entry